The Last Time I Felt Alive
A quiet late-night drive brought clarity, peace, and a soft, unforgettable moment of feeling fully alive.
The Last Time I Felt Alive
Connecting through conversation, cannabis, and shared experiences, this reflection celebrates the moments that make us feel truly alive.
The Last Time I Felt Alive
A simple late night drive, music blasting, and pure presence, discover how small moments can make us feel fully alive.
The Last Time I Felt Alive
Exploring what it means to feel alive versus fully alive. Through moments of joy, fear, and presence. This reflection asks if being alive is already enough.
Why does listening to sad music make you feel better?
In my parents’ backyard in Germany, Schubert’s Adagio carried me through the heartbreak of ending a relationship – proof that sad music really can make you feel better.
Why does listening to sad music make you feel better?
When sad songs create an uptick in my battle-numbed emotions, it’s because they make me feel seen and understood.
Strangers
What today’s insight has granted me is the knowledge that if you don’t check in on yourself, you’ll lose touch with yourself. You’ll become unfamiliar with each other, and it feels very strange. I honestly think this is what it means to feel out of sorts.
Ego Food
We don’t like feeling like we can just force ourselves to adopt values. For me to want to be compassionate, to want to manifest in a particular way, a way that is kind and free of judgement or bitterness, is not what feeds the ego.
Along the Way
We’re there for every day of our lives, but they all smudge into this one long trail of ideas and feelings and memories, and we just have this general sense of ‘being’ somewhere in the middle of it all.
Tired, But Good Tired
Today I’m tired. Tired but happy!Recalibration
I’ve been on mirtazapine for a couple of months now, and it’s been interesting.
No Time
Let’s just appreciate the fact that, no matter how much it might seem like it, time is finite.