About this Playlist
The Playlist as My Spiritual Soundtrack
This playlist is the musical diary of my awakening – the soundtrack to my late 2023 spiritual emergency that bled into 2024’s rebirth. Each song was carefully chosen not just for how it sounds, but for how it made me feel during this transformative period.
“Player yeah its true” – Dominic Dubois became my hypnotic mantra, its looping melody transporting me to daydreams of penthouse living and an idealized existence. This was my escape hatch when reality became too heavy. A hypnotic loop that flung me into daydreams of a penthouse existence—not just a place, but a state. A being lingered there, half-memory, half-manifestation. I was untethered, floating.
“Young Gun” by Tori Kelly featuring Jon Bellion – When I needed reassurance that dreaming wasn’t weakness, provided the perfect harmonic safe space. Their voices wrapped around me like a comfort blanket during uncertain times.
Tinashe’s “Gravity” and “Needs” soundtracked my hungry, restless phase – that desperate clawing toward something undefined but essential. Her vocals embodied my relentless pursuit of… more. Always more.
Post Malone’s “Wasting Angels” – came the breakthrough with . This raw, emotional track taught me the sacred lesson: that falling apart isn’t failure, but the necessary prelude to rebuilding stronger.
Skepta and Ryder’s “skeptacore pt.3 – When I finally reclaimed my power, ” became my anthem of dominance. No more surviving – this was my era of commanding, of wearing my strength like armor.
The surrounding tracks – from Fred again..’s pulsating “ten” to Alesso’s euphoric “Words” – weren’t just filler. They’re the connective tissue between my emotional states, the musical transitions that mirror how real growth happens: in stops and starts, with moments of clarity between the chaos.
This playlist isn’t just a collection of songs. It’s the sonic embodiment of my metamorphosis – each track a stepping stone from who I was to who I became. I didn’t just listen to this music; I lived it, bled it, and ultimately grew through it.
Track Listing
- Player yeah its true – Dominic Dubois
- Vibe – Ceefoe
- young gun (feat. Jon Bellion) – Tori Kelly
- ten – Fred again..
- 8:00 AM – ADTurnUp
- Gravity – Tinashe
- Needs – Tinashe
- Words (feat. Zara Larsson) – Alesso
- IDGAF – Toosii
- About a Breakup – salem ilese
- Spend It – Cydnee with a C
- A Place We Know – RKCB
- fake.guitars – lost spaces
- Crash – NOTD
- Cheating on You – Charlie Puth
- Wasting Angels (with The Kid LAROI) – Post Malone
- skeptacore pt.3 – Ryder
- Hands on the Clock (Feat.Gyasi) – Star Slinger
- Beach House – Formal Socks
- Isekai – RJ Pasin
- Eternal Crush – Kota Banks
Playlist image by Cristina Gottardi on Unsplash




