Do you keep a mental list of all those times you’ve screwed up?, can you actually feel your guts twist every time you live through that memory again?
This song captures that feeling for me, having to rewatch certain screw ups from your last years and worrying about it; we shouldn’t worry about it, I’m one of those who learns from (most) of his mistakes and I rarely repeat them, but why do I still feel my guts freeze?, maybe I’m worried that I’ll fall to it again, maybe I don’t trust me enough.
It probably depends on the subject but one think I know for sure is that you can perfectly let go of those ideas that “define you”, for instance if you were always a shy person and that has led you to not live your life to the fullest you can simply remember that yesterday you were (for example) a Shy Person Level 10 and today you’ll try to get to Level 9, but it’s not easy. It won’t take a week for you to considerably decrease your levels of whatever you believe your problem is. Time is key for a lot things and you can make your mind believe something else entirely. Basically fake it till you make it.
Yorgos has been listening to music and discovering different genres/subgenres for over 20 years now, and it all truly began for him with Gorillaz, Daft Punk, and Audioslave.
Those bands marked his music taste for what he is today, it also helped him develop a very strange yet interesting personality (although he's never really been too eager to socialize constantly). He's a pretty laidback guy who's easy to talk to but can sometimes be misinterpreted because of his blunt and accentuated way of speaking and thinking. He's good willed and harmless.
Back in 2006 he was having an overwhelmingly good music boom and not all of the music he wanted to stream was uploaded in Youtube so he made it his duty to upload and share all that missing music through a channel he created called Funkroza, in there people would find all the missing French Touch / Funky House music and later one some more genres. Over time he’s amassed almost 9 million views but his golden days are yet to return. At some point he felt like trying several music programs to remix his favourite songs but most of them were, in his words, “pretty trashy”. After some years he slowly drifted away and semi-abandoned it but has got fully back to it in 2020.
While he's always had trouble reading because of apprehensive problems he's always had a thing for philosophy, and philosophizing. This is also a very important thing for him when it comes to music. He is a natural overthinker and music is one of the subjects.
Nature is also a very appealing thing to him, it's what drives his feelings into the very best version of themselves.